An Empty Head, And An Empty Mind.

Blank Mind

 Over the last couple of weeks, I've been feeling awkwardly lazy. My normal Self (or as I hope I am) is a hard working, creative minded person. But recently, the creative aspect has been functioning, but my body as been reluctant to complete the creative process.
 For over Five years now, I've always had about 20 to 50 different ideas at different stages on my mind. From conceptual, to processing, to outputting (writing, or recording). It has always been difficult for me to lay down whatever is on my mind, as ideas were just boundless, ever-developing, and getting better everyday.
 I had always managed to discipline myself to bring out whatever I might be working on, because if I didn't bring out what I was working on mentally, I would find it difficult to work on other stuffs.
 But recently, things have just been crazy, I still conceptualize and nurture stuffs in my mind, but outputting these stuffs have virtually been impossible. And this is a very big problem for me, as my mind is constantly in a state of disorganization. If my mind was actually visible, it will look like a work-table where everything is messed up, and nothing is sort out. Or a one of those highly networked fiber-optic layer of multi-crossed cables, which are just spun into one another, and cannot be separated from each other.
 Simply put my mind is a mess, because my body is lazy. or should I say "The spirit is Willing, but the body is weak". I actually wish there was a technology that I could just hook myself to, and it would just bring up everything in my mind, in a orderly manner that will be easily understandable.
 I hope I'll get some of this stuff sorted out, discipline myself to work harder, and free up my mind, else my life could get real worse. (It actually affects my mood).
Or maybe if I get a

Science Is Not Good Enough For Me

Maybe If we Artist put it in a Play first, then the Scientist will be able to do It.

 I know scientist, technologist, researchers, scholars and the likes spend a lot of time, effort, money and other resources, into trying to create innovative inventions that will make like easier, sweeeter and better for mankind.
 I appreciate and acknowledge their effort, but I still and will always have a problem with technology, until some issues are fixed. This issues are very simple, and I know I am not the only one who's in need of the solution to these problems, so creating a product that will address these needs will surely have a large market.
 My Number One need is a device, program,  or software that will be able to decrypt some of my thoughts, and lay them out in either text, visual or audio format. Because most of the time, I have a lot on my mind, but I'm unable to put it out. My mind becomes a mess under such circumstances, and I get lost in thoughts, I sometimes end up losing some of the things I might have fixed in my mind, and even have to revisit some of such issues to fix them allover again.
 My Number Two need is something, just anything that will make it possible for me to download food. The day I'll be able to download food, without having to spend time and effort preparing one for myself, of having to go and buy one, then I'll know Man has truly utilize technology to it's fullest potential.
 So Ladies and Gentlemen, I'll be going on an Hibernation Mode (I wish there was a machine that make's Hibernation possible for Human Being) and I'll only wake up when these two (Three, plus the Hibernation machine) are invented.